No Supergirl

I was super tired just now! I cant focus in any class, oh gosh. My head hurts and I’m sleepy. So ya, should have like slept at home or something.

I guess I didnt mention about D leaving us, and I think he went to church of Hope. Ya, Hope out of so many other church, and he had to choose that one. MMMMMMMM. But i guess judging from the people i know from there, and having some juniors in there, I believe its a good church. I know people change and these things happen. I am losing count of how many people left. Trust me, the thought of leaving cross my mind like a thousand times, there are like so many things i dislike about the place and so many things i am unhappy about. BUT, there are things and people I love there, there are reasons for me to stay, even though I think there are more reasons for me to leave then to stay. I really dont think people should just leave because they have reasons to, people should only leave when they no longer have any reasons to stay. I will only leave when the people dont want me anymore. I can’t leave, because i see reasons to stay, and the efforts people are making. I wonder how its like to just walk away from the people who care and love for you, the way people always make it seems so easy…This year’s christmas will be so different, christmas musical without the 3 of them? 

Come back,come back to me like you would if this was a movie. 

Today is a super happy day! :)

Like everything about today is good! Though I was super tired from ytd! OH GOSH JUST REMEMBERED I DIDNT BLOG ABOUT MY MEETING YESTERDAY. It was awesome too, shall just summarise, its like super funny, and everyone just click, not to mention the food is nice, and we are gonna have more bonding sessions and meeting!

Anyway, back to today! HOHO, I received balloons from YR ^^ okay, i should stop it already, it isnt really from him, but still, i got it from him. HAHA. Okay i should stop it already, i mean, we are really over and I have moved on, so i shall stop pretending being so in love with him HAHA. but the balloon comes with a note saying Here’s a smile for you :) Anyway both the balloon and the note is in my wallet, yes, i deflated it and kept it in my wallet -.-

Dinner was awesome with 6J and the various teacher. Before that we went to get presents for them too. Anyway the teachers were very cute, they just kept saying we very naughty, cause we paid for the food before they could come, so they just kept bugging us on the price, then racing with us to pay for the drinks etc. Our class are so cute, just like the teachers. Dinner was full of nonsense, suddenly all the “secrets” come out, there was alot of shooting at each other. GOSH, we are such a good class to teach, we bring so much joy and laughter to the teachers and each other ^^

Anyway I’m so tired after everything :/ STILL REALLY HAPPY! :)

wish you were here to share my joy/
i need to stop missing you. 

This is such a nightmare to write SGC. OH GOSH. Any idea how shameless I feel. And I am not even through the 1st paragraph yet. But I really ought to hurry since I have to go for a meeting later. HOHO. At cityhall. Well, lets just say they are telepathic and know that Aljunied is too far. 

I am seriously considering NOT to go for the meeting,BUT, i am still going because I cant just shake off my responsibility like that, plus I remember my own promise to QZ, I have to commit. I cant just eat my own words, especially in this world where there are so many people not keeping to their words and broken promises, this world really cant afford to have anymore.

Anyway back to the point about SGC, i concluded, I am much better in lower sec and way better in pri school, pity i cant write about pri school :( Have no idea what happen to me in JC, because i cant believe i attain like credit for math, science and english, with like top 15% for NSW and AMC assessment. WOW. Welcome to my world in JC where I’m struggling to even scrape a pass. WHAT HAPPENED?! Then again, they are actually testing on different fields. School assessments actually requires studying while NSW and AMC requires, oh well, not that much of studying but more of thinking on the spot skills? I dont know.

Felt like a blind cat on my way home today. I have no idea why i use cat as a description for being blind, when its suppose to be mouse or something?! I dont know. Cause I have to remove my contact lenses due to some irritation, which i think is much better now. But since i have fei going home with me, its pretty alright. 

Okay i really need to write my SGC now, left with 40 mins, so yup!:)

p.s something is wrong with my whatsapp! It just keeps lagging :(